find somebody to love

Probably about 6 months after this, I met the man for me, Ron. We have been together for 10 months now, our 1 year Anniversary is on August 23rd. He is the best thing that has ever happened in my life, the only thing I ever want or need, I know he’s my lifepartner, and all those feelings are mutual. We love each other more than life itself, and we are engaged. We ae probably getting married within the next year!

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I’m so scared to do this now ‘coz im still hurting from the previous relationship i had. I have been falling in love for the wrong reasons and ending up with a broken heart everytime. I’m scared that it would always be this way. But then again, i really want somebody to be with, someone to share my day with, and someone to witness my life. I think what i need now is someone to help me believe in love again, someone to teach me to trust again.

I’m a musician, and a video game junkie. I live off of eggs, but never gain any muscle. I can’t drive, and even if I could such things require cars. I don’t have a job, in fact I still get allowance. I’m still “to young to understand”, but I don’t understand why they say that. I can be a real dick at times, but who isn’t sometimes? what I want is someone who loves the bad points as much as the good ones.

So I have this … what shall we call it, a plan? A promise?

Anyway, it’s called Get-a-Boyfriend-Before-my-Best-Friend’s-Birthday.

And it’s not working.

And I’m one of those “Love will come when it comes” people but I’m getting impatient and I think that my not being out there enough is effecting this aspect of my life.

Plus I just want to date. Hello, I’ve been single for two years. I’m done.

I have until November 26th and I don’t think I’m going to make it. xD

I`m still in high school, so I guess I shouldn`t be in that big a hurry, but I do hope that I eventually find someone.

What should I do..

I never mind! I do believe the next opportunity will come!

attracted by an appearance. I know that is not good.

My friend said I have lots of things I have to, so, It is difficult to decide to marry.

I agree his opinion on some extent. But I also think that is just an execuse.

Of course I know I have some burden especially to take care of mom. But I want to think that is what I should do not what I have to.