have a group of friends I consider 'family'

i still have to make real savings for that, i mean, even if i get a great job there, i need to have money to start my life there before my first pay check, so…

first thing i need to do is buying my macbook and then take it with me. then start saving again. so, i think i can move only in 6 months. be realistic, girl.

i’m only gonna be able to have a group of friends i consider family once i move out and live away from my “real” family. i need to do that, more than ever. i must live alone for a while to really find myself.

that’s gonna take a little while to get

but i’m really intended to do it. of course my friends gotta be up to do that too. i think i’m only gonna feel comfortable to do that when i move out so i’m putting all my effort on moving out to sao paulo next year.

i’ve had a group of friends like that in high school but since then i only have had separated friends that never seem to hang out together. i don’t know if i try to make them get along or if i need new friends that are up to have a ‘family’ just like me. i’ll think about it.

I checked this off prematurely on feeling like I ought to on the prompting of someone with whom I’m living, who I think misunderstood what I meant by this goal. Had the goal been “Be part of a chosen family”, I’d have “done” that in my current living situation; but “Have a group of friends I consider family” to me isn’t the same, hence I’m reopening it here.

Am I really the only person on this goal?

Really?

I swear there was someone here before me. But…um…looks around awkwardly

I can’t seem to think where they’ve gone.

But seriously. Get to it, people!

P.S. Can you cheer yourself? Is that selfish and wrong? Do I care? Is anyone reading this? Do they care?

hits self over own head before brain overheats

Cheer if you like Eddie Izzard!