SMILE A LOT MORE

This is one of those goals that can always be worked at, but I think that I have come far enough to mark it done. I feel like a happier person, and people have noticed. I like being a ray of sunshine.

Today I was complimented on my smile! It must be shining through, because I don’t think I’ve ever been complimented on my smile before! Progress….

I am still not the massive ray of sunshine that I wish to be, but I’m getting better. Today I even managed to hold a smile when my math teacher told me I had done not so good on a test, and when I got home much later than intended.

I also had one friend asked me how she could get a hold of whatever happy pills I was taking. I told her to go check out 43things, which is my inspiration to continue pursuing this goal.

I have been told that I am intimidating. I think this is because I don’t smile very often. (among other reasons, I’m very tall and my best friend says I ‘exude confidence’ which is good I guess) at any rate, I’m a happy person, and I love when people smile at me, so therefore, I should smile more.

Being mindful of this goal makes me smile easily and more frequently. It became a natural thing. It feels great!

When I went to the gym last night I greeted all people—whether they’re my friends or not.

Smiling doesn’t cost a sweat. ;)

Yeah yeah. I have a license to be gay today.

There was a guy in the * who looked at me. I looked at him as well and faintly smiled. I was kind of unsure about who that guy is (and I wonder why he’s smiling at me).

But then I found out that I knew him all along. It sank into me like a familiar culinary dish being chewed and swallowed—a kind of delayed aftertaste. He was P. – the guy who climbed with us at the IW. He’s the guy from Mk. A bit cute (cough cough).

Aww… that’s so bad. I think I really have a problem with my memory, my worsening nearsightedness and my personality. I should’ve smiled more sincerely and sweetly (yuck—is this me?).

Ok ok… next time I’ll do better. But I shouldn’t overdo it though. I might scare him off.

My climbing buddies Rachel and Katrina did a hell lot of crazy stuff last night. We sang, we did tongue twisters and danced (like erotic dancing?). Hahaha! I’m so lucky that they’ve become my friends. :)

I smile a lot everyday, comes from having a purpose. When people ask me why I’m so happy, I tell ‘em i’m on Prozac; even though I’m not ;)

Hello to all the Pinoys from me here in “da ‘Tate”.

I just found out that i’m getting an ipod really soon and i’m so happy i can’t stop smiling…whoaa…i was able to accomplish this in like…about 1 1/2 days…coolness!!!