think enough, not too much as usual

Well it took alot for me to get this under control and maybe ive gone the other way now and dont think enough. Basicly to get here I had to be cheated on, accordinly have my heart broken, then find out my mother is dieing. Now that i think less and act more i find its a state of happiness where you dont sit and think instead go straight after what you want.

Basicly just blank out all obstacles, they arnt that important and just keep and eye on your goals. Know what you want everything else, is just a complication.

I need to work on this. I’m 29, and I danced with a man who was 50 years old at an “old folks party”. It was the best party I had been to in a while because those “old folks” can teach the younguns how to party and have a for real good time.

I thought about the fact that this 50 year old man is nearly 4 years younger than my own father, but I was really enjoying dancing with him. But I guess I must be kinda decent on this goal because I didn’t talk myself out of dancing with him just because I thought and thought and thought some more about the age difference. On the contrary, I danced very well with this gentleman who looks a few years younger than his 50 years. He sho don’t dance like he’s 50. None of those “mature” people did. They acted like damn teenagers! LOL

And they introduced me to Marvin “Candylicker” Sease. As James Evans would say, “Lawd, have mercy!”