bubbles075 is chillin
i’ve seriously got to reign in my lying
libbyonthelabel is not giving up!
it’s funny…i just saw that quote as i added this goal to my list. i think maybe its not true, because what we say leads to what we do. because words are so powerful and direct thought. i’m amazed at how much of the time i spend playing a role. various roles. tonight i had the awareness wash over me that a house is a stage we set for ourselves. these are not comforting thoughts. about the role playing…how often is my behavior driven by the desire to create an impression? an impression for myself as much as for anyone else, as if i have to keep affirming, this is who i am, yes this is who i am.
i haven’t been writing enough lately…it’s after several pages of writing that i usually encounter the truth.