find my partner-in-"crime" with whom to while away the gorgeously preciously few hours we have on this planet

just putting other things first right now…
but will remain open to this… ;)

focus more on my getintoshapeandstaythere goal.

as that will give more self-confidence when dealing with men. because i am heavier than i like to be. and i think that makes one invisible and also more self-conscious in a bad way.

while my goal of finding the perfect partner is just beautiful, i must start thinking concretely about this.

one trouble i run into:
to be frank i find it easier to make friends with women than men… i’m not sure why this is so… i have great guy friends. Just not great NEW guy friends… this is something i need to work on.

any suggestions?