Attempt not to waste even a single moment

...but “more” is not “better”, i just added to pressure and things weren’t going well. yes i was improving but this was not the right was. i believe in evolutin, not revolution. now i let things happen, that is the greatest action. doing by non-doing. now i am aware i’m not late. there is plenty of time for all i want to achieve. everything comes in perfect timing. i put an end to that constant struggle of “improving”, “becoming”. i don’t “became”, I AM what i am. now i am active but relaxed and everything around me is in a motion. totaly peacefull like in eye of hurrican.

I’m really trying to apply myself every day, and to a greater extent, I feel that so much progress is being made. But that’s no reason not to keep at it. Onwards onwards onwards!!!!!

Poo poo poo poo. 26 years of shutting myself away. Now I’m out again, I couldn’t bear to waste anymore time.