sometime we are responsible for our tears..but how to overcome it…y heart ask about him again and again….how to develop willpower to command mind and heart to stop and let him live smwhere and let me live to in my life… 2 weeks ago
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some guys are hard to forget. shit. i guess it is a good thing for now that distance stands its long ground. 1 month ago
sometimes the insides don’t match the outsides…and the bad times outweigh the good…i won’t be a martyr my whole life. 2 months ago
How I did it: I took a 2 months holiday, where I knew it was impossible to bump into him. That does not mean I avoided him though, as we did talk to each other.
I did not think it was possible to get over, to forget, my first love. I pined away after him in my head and my heart for five years. And there was no need to. There was no need to keep him there because that blinded me from seeing the beauty of others. The possibility of others who could care about me. I never thought anyone would love me the way he did, that I would love anyone the way I loved him. But it is possible. Someone is there for you, believe that. Someone will connect with you. I just had to see it to believe it. And I regret holding onto that pain in my heart, not believing that there would be anyone else. I am so glad that I took the chance to get to know someone who erased the pain of five years, just with his caring for me and me caring about him. I just could not believe it. 5 months ago
we’ve been together for 8 months .. i used to think that i’ve finally found the one that will never leave me and he ended up just like the rest and maybe even worse.. now he forgot me and its been two months if not more since we’ve last talked and 3 months since we broke up.. i miss him so much and i think about him all the time.. it feels like forever i swear and i know he’s not coming back i can’t talk to anyone about it because they will never understand how i’m feeling.. i don’t want to feel like this forever i want to forget him without those tears in my eyes .. :’) 14 months ago
I am not going to deny it anymore. Push it out anymore. Suppress it anymore. No I am not over it yet even though it has been four years. I let it destroy me. But after a talk with my family last night, I think I could be on my way to doing better. They suggested that I write down everything that still hurts and why. 20 months ago
I got a mail from D this morning. He is still traveling a lot and having a blast in life. He told me he has no plan coming back to Asia in the near future but I don’t feel bad anymore. The mail made my day and I’m truly happy for him. Strange that you used to want someone so much but find yourself don’t need them anymore.
But he is and will always be my rock star <3 20 months ago
How I did it: I still miss him and think of him from time to time. I'm actually crying at this moment while typing.
I was angry, confused and sad after he left me. I wanted so much to erase him from my memory. But now I realize it's just impossible and also not necessary.
I liked him and he once made me happy. Why do I want to forget those happy times? Some friends said he's a jerk. He didn't care about me and he hurt me so much. But I'm not mad at him anymore. All I think of now is the happiness he brought to me. I'm grateful for having him in my life. He taught me how to love and how to be a better woman.I was lucky to have met him and have shared some happy moments together. I don't wanna forget those times and I don't want to forget him. All I want is move on and free myself. And I hope some day when I look back, I can truely smile and laugh at those silly times we had together. Read how I did it… 2 years ago
Forget his name, forget his face
Forget his kiss, his warm embrace
Forget the love that you once knew
Remember he has someone new
Forget him as they play your song
Remember how you cried all night long
Forget how close you two once were
Remember he has chosen her
Forget you memorized his walk
Forget the way he used to talk
Forget the things he used to say
Remember he has gone away
Forget his laugh, forget his grin
Forget the dimples on his chin
Forget the way he held you tight
Remember he’s with her tonight
Forget the time that went so fast
Forget the love that moved, it’s past
Forget he said he’d leave you never
Remember that he’s gone forever
Please…I need to forget him … 2 years ago
I recently met someone really amazing. He’s very nice to me and I feel quite comfortable being with him. He’s the opposite of my ex but we have a lot in common. Unlike my ex, he appreciated every little things I did for him. We’re taking it very slowly so far. I think I’ll be happy to be with him but the problem is I’m not sure if I’m ready for it. I still think of my ex from time to time and what worse, I secretly do comparisons between them.
I’m not sure if I should give it a shot. I don’t want to pass up what I think is a potentially amazing relationship, but at the same time the last thing I want to do is rush into another relationship and wind up with it being a “rebound” because I am not ready. 2 years ago
“The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camaflouge for what resembles rage again”
So it’s been one month and five days since he’s gone. I have been going on dates and meeting new people. But nothing, thus far, has been worth my while. I still miss him. He didn’t reply my last email, which is not surprising at all. I feel sad, stupid and angry. I wanna scream. How could he treats me like this. I wish I hadn’t spent time on him. I wish I hadn’t believed everything he said. I hate that he just walked away like this. I hate that he led me on and made me believe we’d stay together for a long time. I hate that I was so stupid to believe that I was special to him. I hate that I gave in so much to him. I hate that I still cry for him. I hate that I miss him so much and he doesnt’t even care about me.
I really don’t understand. He lied to me, made a fool of me, took everything from me, ignored me, betrayed me… Yet he is the one who gets to be happy and move on.. How is that fair? How did I deserve that? I try to accept that, to get that. But I don’t. I just don’t…
I guess I need to heal first and love myself again.. if I ever did. Only then will I be able to love again. 2 years ago
Got his mail a few days ago and he said he was arrested in Thailand for smoking weeds. I was shocked. I know he smokes weeds but I can’t believe he could get himself caught in a southasian country. My friend said he’s an idiot. I think he just didn’t give a shit about the local lows. I was worried but happy to hear from him again.
Yesterday he wrote me a letter again saying he couldn’t leave the island until the end of February and he’s not coming back to China until September. I guess this means we’re officially over. Although I already knew this was gonna happen, it still made me feel sad. Deep in my heart I still had hopes for him. I hoped that he would come back. Now it’s all over. He didn’t even bother to pretend that he would feel bad not seeing me anymore. I guess he never really cared about me or this relationship. I feel hurt and angry. I was so stupid to have belived everything he said. I wonder what I did to deserve being treated this way. He’s such an assole. I probably should be grateful that I got out of this relationship now. He’s doing me a favor by leaving me. But I really hate being left like this. 2 years ago