start my life over again

I have begun the rearranging process to accomplish this goal. There are a lot of things and people in my life that are no good for me. And I feel that I need to deal with these subjects accordingly.

...because the past, I can’t let go of it.
I don’t think that it would be right for me to say that I want to start my life over. That would mean that I would want to forget everything that I have experienced in my life…my past, and start over. Am I ready for that? Can I let go of my past? I have met some really great people in my life. I have done some wonderful things. I’ve traveled and seen alot. But the memories from the losses that I’ve had are just too much for me to handle at times. But then, that’s all I have, is just memories. I think I would be better off just walking away, and just leaving well enough alone, but I feel that something, someone from my past will find me, again, real soon, then what do I do?
I miss her

January 1, 2007. I will live my life the way it should have been. On this date, is when it begins.

“I told Jesus it would be alright, if he changed my name…”
“Jesus told me the world would be against me if he changed my name”