tempt fate

well first

sadley for fate, i dont believe in fate
i have done crazy things my whole life and still i am very alive
thus i consider this as a victory as i not only tempted fate but beat it! and kinda prooved that it does not exist!
whooooooohooooooooooooooooo!

Sometimes it is about more than that. Sometimes it is simply about going with your gut and going to the place to which you are drawn, out of the greater of two goods. I don’t claim to know what place that is… I honestly have no idea, and the fact that I was advised of “the situation” at all tells me that it likely is not with me, but rather with the person who was in the picture first. But I had a really good time with you and feel that we are on the same level in a lot of ways (but not so many as to be the same person, which would be dreadfully boring), so I would be doing myself a disservice if I didn’t throw these thoughts out into the world and see what comes back.

I have to wonder, though, why would a friend encourage another friend who is dating someone to hook up with a random girl met at a sporting event… or rather, one who wasn’t even really met at the event? The man had an agenda… Why? Pure sport, or because he wants good things for his friend? I don’t know the answer, but you do.

This is not my typical style, scavenger hunts and games… I completely get the concept of “he’s just not that into me” without reading a book about it and typically walk away very easily as a result… but there is something quirky there that I am drawn to, and I get a sense that the feeling may be mutual, so I am giving fate one last shot to work her magic, and this seemed an appropriate venue (not premeditated, I swear to you).

If you don’t wish to tempt her, I respect that completely, and won’t expect to hear from you. As I said… maybe we’ll meet again when the timing is better. This is the last from me.