I want to end my life

i’m sure some of you are not serious, but for those of you who are, please know, i’ve bee there and it will pass. all you have to do is survive.

I want to die. I dont really know what to do anymore. If any of you you really knew what was going on you would understand why i want to leave. Everyday is so hard i just want to leave and be in peace. If i had a gun it would be over. Can someone please help me. If someone has access to a gun can i please use it or can someone please take me out before they take themself out. Somebody please sell me a gun ill pay.

I hate myself. Im 16 and lonely. I have friends but i dont think they like me. Im too self-centered. I have everything, the money and etc but i know my parents didnt get it in a good way. Ive never had a boyfriend and i always push them away (for some reason) whenever they come to me. Im always at home locked in my room. Im not good in any sports at all. Im not even smart. To get away from everything and to just stay in my room, im frequently absent using the excuse of always getting sick.Im not popular or anything. Im disgusting, dirty, stupid, slow, fat, selfish, and always showing off (maybe to gain something from all these bad personalities). MY life sucks. I feel like no one understands me.I want to scream my pain out but there really is nowhere for me to scream. It is all locked up inside me. Everywhere I go someone’s watching me. Every move everything that I say. I cant break free… I always get addicted at something so fast like shows and etc and I cant really share it with anyone. Im so lonely. I wanna die

you know im 15 i have a boyfriend 1 year and abit weve been going out. i “love” him ….. i wish i would wake up somewere else. i do not wish to be reborn i just want to be somewere else i contomplaited suiccide enuff times it just annoys me now if your someone who has a split perosnality you will understand what im saying ” i hate my self i hate the side that ruins everyhting ” i have medical issues i can admit that .. tell me now .. is suiccide going to help . if we just get born over again not knowing what is after death then fuck suiccide there must be another way of living . and guess what i found out… being happy never consisted of having friends never… infact il say im more happy being myself on my own then being someone who im not around friends” maybe sometimes friends can help but honestly i dont think so.i have just given up i dont wnat to work nor do i wnat to learn or help others im not selfish i just think im here for no reason i dont know i cant be boverd anymore the only thing keeps me going is music .

i would say i have spend entire life till nw listeniing to others and doing nothing i want to. i am 25 yrs old. i m extremely gud in sports and i hav proved everytime that m d best and m born for tat.i hav so much cofidence, energy and intelligence tat i can beat any one in this world. the tallent tat is extraordinary. but this all is no more use.
when i was in school my parent pushed me real hard in studies and not supporting in sports to build my carrer in some sports. AS i waz just 15 or 16 i was not mature n strong enough to take my own decision in my proffesional carrer. i left with no other option other than academic carrer. before finishing my master degree this year i realished tat a job with gud salary wont help me in any way to live peacefully.(Because not even half of d tallent in sports i can show in work place.i m 1000 times more smarter and powerful in sports world than in the world i m).i m a complete looser. i dont want a job, neither i want money, fame or fairness. i dont want anything in life. And i cant go back to 16 to start again. this thing is killing me everyday everysec.i hope i face an unaxpected death. or if possible may b suicide. i want leave everyone everybody and want to reach to death. i dont have believe or faith in ne thing.If there is nething like GOD then i would beg to him god please give me death. i want to die. i m totally broken down …over

Im sick of this someone help me…

I had just a fight with my GF. She just doesn’t wanna talk with me ever, whom I had loved more then my life is now going away from my life

Don’t you understand my kids will be able to have a better life. My husban hates being poor and wants to be re-marriaged to a beautiful 18 year old asia girl. He will be able to travel and have a better life. My kids get college money. This is the ultimate gift I can give my family. Plus my husban hates my body and tells me everyday that my choice to suicide is the best thing to happen to his.

I’m 24 going to be 25 soon. I have 2 great kids. I want to die!!!!!! I hate my existants I hate my body. I’m only alive because my kids need me. When my yougest is 17. I’m going to kill myself. Thats in 14years. I have 4 20year term-life insurance polices on myself. There total value after I die is 1,500,000. That should be enough to give my children a better life. Here is were I need some help. I need away to make my death look like an accdent. You’ll be doing my husban and kids a huge favor. Also I’m a organ doner and I want organ to be in good shape for people who need them. My husban agree’s with my choice and is allrealy planing how to spend his share of the insurance polices. SO HELP ME FIND A PAINLESS WAY TO DIE.

What’s the point anymore?
No one cares, and no one ever will.