I want to become one powerfull demon :D really so pls help this is my e-mail and msn too : chuburac91@hotmail.com
And send me on my e-mail what i need to do,or tell me trought e-mail time when to meet on msn to talk…. answer pls
Pls help me i know that u saying that isnt good,but i rlly want so pls guys pls help i beging u!
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With all my heart, i want this. Just about anyone who has done this would think i was crazy for wanting it but i really do.
I know it wont be easy at all. Pain? I can take pain. fighting every day to keep control of my own emotions? i can do that too; i do it every freaking day.
I want to support my boyfriend who has been gone for almost a month fighting at the gates of Hell. I visited him; channeled through my sis (witch). It was definitely not one of those places one would want to go if they had a choice but he doesnt have one. well if he does, its keep those in hell at bay or be thrown there himself.
His father (devil) has tried to kill him before by possessing the people he has loved and lived with. i’m most likely next. If i’m gonna get possessed, i would like to have some power of my own. seriously.
I know more than many. I still want this. I dont ever want to touch foot in heaven anyway cause i’m pissed at God. Being a demon, i could atleast do some good.
Wow. So many people want to face the pain of becoming a demon?
I have one for all you so called demons out there. .
A demon stuck, powerless and all alone, in a single human’s body. Two people sharing one body, with the demon longing to be free and the human willing to give it all. The poor human who suffers with tingling sensations throughout her body, who suffers in the hunger that demon’s have all their lives. A human who can’t fit in and is lonely day after day knowing she can’t be who is really supposed to be. The demon sleeping day after day, unable to wake up and join with the dying human. For without the human, the demon wouldn’t be, and without the demon, the human wouldn’t exist. And yet, that human is so afraid of letting her instincts awaken, but who wants to get rid of that fear. A human who would do anything and everything to let the demon wake up. . .
You answer me this. Ever seen anything like it? Ever heard of anything like it? It’s so much more painful then going day after day in what you call ‘Hell.’ You can’t even begin to understand.
I would like to become a demon. write me at xxkenbladexx@hotmail.com to tell me how i can.
Think about it guys. Yes, being a demon would be fun. It’s like getting a credit card and having the time of your life buying whatever you want but sooner or later your going to have the pay the consequences. In the end its going to be much severe if you didn’t, in hell. Or, you can be an angel. Does that not sound appealing? It would involve you giving up yourself though, everything you think you are, and sacrifice. Though, you will find true happiness.
This is the trick to being an angel and a demon. Mindfullness, Awareness. What is your reality as you know it? Your awareness. Sharpen and you can peer into dimensions you never knew were there. www.gnosticteachings.org
This website has some powerfull knowledge on it, its how you choose to use it. It is PRACTICAL knowledge, knowledge that is useless unless you use it every second. To believe and to not believe are 2 sides of the same coin of ignorance. Experience is knowledge. Here try this: Go in a quiet area in your home. Close your eyes and calm your mind. Observe your thoughts like clouds passing by in the sky, recongize them as thoughts and do not get caught up in there content, but observe the content. Samething with your emotions. Become awareness. Observe all incoming phenomena from the external world and the internal world simotaneaously. Observe how you observe. This is to be truly conscious and awake, but to be really awake is something much more.
Become a demon is easy, so ridiculously easy compared to becoming an angel. But, becoming an angel is much, much more rewarding. Oh yeah you will no longer suffer, and you’ll live forever in heaven. Sounds better than just having powers in hell (demon) to me.
Like i’ve said before my boyfriend is a demon and I really need to become one or just get some of the powers to help him out.. If anyone can help me I’d be forever greatfull of them.




