I had a message, telling me the person I had an interview with last week is making a try next week with the first she met. And so if this doesn’t work, she will “allow herself” to contact me again. I’m the second on the list, a feeling of déjà-vu. So, I don’t count on this.
I’m still in contact with the agency, to find me jobs. Little jobs. but whatever, I keep in mind that it’s for now, it’s not what I am. I have been drained, treated like shit, insulted, let down, neglicted, forgotten, abandoned, worked 10 hours after a blank night, and i’m still alive, i’m still here, and I want more, I can tell you I’ve got the mental.
I made a rather good month at my current work, compared with last month. I think it’s the more hours I’ve made. Maybe they got the message, and I don’t care what they think about me (because I’ve heard some bad things in my back, well surprised them. In Spanish, too bad for them). There’s no way i’m gonna be the goose. And I have back-up. If I start feeling the slightest thing, I’ll send letters as proof, and use my tools.
I saw Mark, my contact for the employment agency, and i’m still on their list “cultural”, I prefer, they’re cooler, and anyway, the agency nevr found me a job, I did it myself. I help myself anytime :) He gave me a mail, new publishers, they’re not settled yet, but he tells me they look honest. Well, i’ll check that by myself. You’ve got to write a short story, and send it (first to yourself, recommanded, I suppose that’s why he implies they’re honest. But i’ve seen stranger things). The kind “giallo”. I hope they’re open-minded in terms of genre. But maybe I can give it a try. That would just do one project more, so seven.
I have other ideas. I took addresses for the first-aids (PSC 1). This way when I have another job, I just have to see the dates and subscribe to a session. If I pass my PSC 1, there’s no reason why I won’t, maybe I’ll pass PSC 2. And if I like it, in a longer term, be a real first-aid, on field. I think there’re 12 PSC, and you need 5 to be in a team.
I thought also about investigator formations. There’re some officials, certified by the government formations. Then I could work in an agency, or at my own account. I’ve always loved to investigate, and I think I have some qualities for this job. The others I can learn them, that’s why there’re formations.There’s no reason why I shouldn’t succeed.
Maybe I’ll just move in another country and do I don’t know what. I leave myself lots of doors open.