This is directly related to me fixing my brain.. i’m on it.
How to be alive
How I did it: I had to get away from everyone for a long time. Because i realised that I needed to spend some time with My self. or rather GOD him self.
and to tell you the truth I'm not done with this task yet I still have a lot to do.
and so I'm still geting there.
Lessons & tips: Nothing really All you need is time to go and look at some weeds
Resources: Oh and it's best to keep a Diary so that you can write thing down like. how you do things, and who's the best at it,and what makes this world better. :)
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Timovone ...
“Suck in the experience and if it hurts, it’s worth it” -forgot where I heard that from.
Timovone ...
I want to be ALIVE. all my life, I always been laid back, quite the quiescene, perhaps more likely dead asleep but now I want to wake up, losen up and LIVE.WOO HOO! Now I just need to go on top of a mountain, a city and shout from the bottom of my guts.
Being alive is fantastic… when you are REALLY alive… life is soo music more fun.. and sooo juicy :)
I love being alive! and Feeling Especially alive. I’m usually optimistic and have a good outlook on life. I love to feel free, like making my own decisions, learning, becoming more open minded, doing what I want, not caring what people think. I’m still workin on them.
But there is one thing that I did this winter that Made me feel SOOO ALIVE! Me and some friends smoked some weed, drove to the beach. watched the huge ass waves. walked around and looked at the ice. then I Just wanted to Jump in the water. Why not? I tried to get my friends to do it, but no. So i Stripped down to my undies, ran through the baseball sized floor of ice and dove into the Sea and got smashed by a big wave. It totally took my high away, but it felt So Awesome! I felt So alive. I recommend it, doing somthing strange out of the blue makes me feel alive. percieved risk is usually really higher than actual risk.
my days come and go. i want to fill them with memories and experiences. i need to stop saying theres always another day because another day is never guaranteed. there is so much i want to do and i lack the motivation to do them. i hate just existing!!!! i want to be alive and take advantage of the days that i am here on this earth!!!






