allow myself to be wild, crazy and irresponsible sometimes

Got more than a little tipsy at a family wedding!
I barely drink so a little alcohol will work its magic – but I had a lot for me! And in front of family!
I also “let” my hubbie drive us home while I usually take designated driver on a night out. Liberating in its own small way.

I love the idea of this goal.
I have a responsible job and have been called “the sensible one” since childhood.
This sounds like a way to help myself loosen up and be myself.

I’m a lot less uptight than I used to be. I’m not, like, a total hedonist but I’m not a straightlaced matron either. Even though I could probably occasionally be a little more wild, I’m pretty happy with how I am at the moment: I do get drunk now and again (not puking in gutters but good-drunk), I do let myself buy clothes, make-up and jewellery, and I let myself enjoy them, rather than giving myself a hard time for being frivolous!

Purple sparkly eyeliner.

I think i am getting better at this. I am learning to loosen up and let go.

I’m tired being smart, shy an sensible! i want to live crazy, after all u only live once, right?

most definately worth it!!

Seriously, it took me a long time “being wild”. Now I think I’m working on the opposite of this goal… hehehe

But still I recommend to everybody who didn’t try it!

I’m doing really well with this one at the moment!

I got drunk in the afternoon with an old friend. Twice. We sat around in Covent Garden drinking beer we’d bought from the supermarket like a pair of right old winos. Until we got moved along by a security guard.

I went out to the pub in London with a group of people, two of whom were really old friends, one of whom I hadn’t seen in four years, and got gracefully pissed on seven bottles of red wine. (Between us, not each. Gosh!)

I went out last night with my boyfriend and another friend to a Balkan Beat Box gig, got a little drunk and danced like a loon. A sexy loon. And cavorted in showers of sweat from big hairy guys. Actually, that part was less fun.

And made my first attempt at busking (albeit unsuccessfully) by the river! And I played frisbee!

1. Went out dancing twice, to an indie night (Arctic Monkeys, Bloc Party, Pixies etc) and a dark eighties night (the Smiths, the Cure, Gary Numan etc.). Both were really fun. I love dancing!

2. Bought an entirely unnecessary aubergine-coloured crocheted cardigan with a frilly neck and tie at the front. Very pretty with no practical function.

3. Went to a Shy Nobleman gig.

4. Bought and listened repeatedly to the Arctic Monkeys CD. Danced insanely round the kitchen.

5. Spontaneously decided to get my hair cut in a cool mod stylie with a thick straight fringe and layers at back and sides.

Tonight I hope to go to see Elektra play live. Yay!