Get high on life again!

Well, I was going through my list of things to do and one thing on my list really stood out for me. I’ve decided that I’m going to concentrate on becomming a vegetarian. I used to be one and was so for 3 years. I think that by putting my foot down and deciding to start now it will help me learn to be me again. I think it’s a good starting point to accomplishing my weight loss goals too. I’m hoping that this will empower me and let me know I can do anything I put my mind to.

A Year ago I was single, had alot of time on my hands, and spent alot of time online. I’ve since been married and have fallen into a rut. I used to be so happy and free. I’m back on this site attempting to regain some of the freedom I’ve lost. Trying to figure out how to be happy and carefree again, how to enjoy the simple things in life, how to reconnect with who I really am.

I think I am here again, I love working with “flower” on this and hope we can be a team again on something new! :-)

well…not going to pour it all out, but I think I have taken a couple steps back on this goal. We’ll see how the days to come effect my outlook.

I seem to have this new outlook, a very good friend made me realize something about myself on Sunday and I just feel like a switch went off. Life is good. LIFE IS GOOD. It’s simple. so simple. It’s amazing how someone can say something over and over and one day it just clicks. It’s beautiful.

There are things I enjoy, people I enjoy and I want to be happy with what I have and appreicate it. I think I was drifting, focusing on things out of my control and thinking too far into the future but now I’m back on track! Life it self should be like some wonderful ‘drug’, breathing alone should be enough to make me high on life again. I really feel good.

Overall life really is good. For example –
Got the big exam back last night in class…Yep I’m the highest grade! (101%, with extra credit and all). YAY!!!!
I have quality friends and family in my life and feel very lucky and apprecaite them!:-)
And I get to go see my friend in TN in just 3 weeks and one day!
Next sat.Maya is in town
My clothes are getting bigger and bigger YAY (not sure I’ve lost weight, but the gym is toning me up!!)
YEP LIFE IS GOOD. I’m getting high on life again!

Inspired this goal.I was telling her about somthing when I was younger, and I was ‘high on life’ geez…..sounds like such a gay goal, but it’s so true, I think we were all like that when we were younger, there wasn’t as much to think/worry about.

no “is tonight garbage night?” or “did I make jim’s lunch?” or “did I forget to pay my credit card bill this month?”

There was more fun, more laughs. more excitment over silly things.

Gotta try and get back to that, just a little even.