think I'm pretty

I’m so freaking annoyed coz’ I was trying on these dresses for grad, and none of them fit! they were all to tight around the waist! :( and the bigger sizes kept falling down! omg, I’m so depressed now I can’t think about dresses and now I honestly think I’m hard out fat. :(

i think I’M pretty.at home i am really confident and i no I’M beautiful but when i go to school no ones likes me and i get called ugly by the some of the guys i like.i no they are jerks and i shouldn’t pay attention to them but sometimes it hurts and they make me think I’m ugly and most of the girls make fun of my hair because its puffy and frizzy. I NEED TO SWITCH SCHOOLS!

I wish I could go out with out feeling like I have to put make up on. I wish I was pretty enuf for a guy to notice me, but all they see are the fake n baked tanned girls with their hair done up and gallons of make up on. They’re so fake and it’s not fair how the world finds fake girls more beautiful then just a girl in a t-shirt and jeans. :( I can’t compete with them anymore. I give up. I’ll never be good enough for anyone.

i thought i was pretty at winter formal (see pic) but, looking back.. my nose looked HUGE! aaah. i ruined all the potentially cute pictures ):

occasionally i think im pretty, but i want to feel pretty all the time

seriously.
it doesn’t really help that i’ve never had a boyfriend. and that my friends are gorgeous. and my freaking hair.

sometimes i do, i guess, but those moments are fleeting.

my picture is deceptively good. : P

i would like the way i look if i were thinner!
im working on it…
and i need my hair to grow out its ugly, medium, puffy,curly.

Look all u girls are gawguss. From ur picture u all look totally beautiful.Every1 is preety in there own way.

i discust myself. Im not pretty or thin or smart or good at anything! I hate myself. I cant even flirt! Whats wronge with me?! I used to think i was pretty! but then my sister left and i just really missed her..and thats when i would eat and eat..but i didnt want to gain weight(which happened anyway)so im trying throwing up.
i miss her so much.
i wish she could just come back for me and then i wouldnt be stuck with my achoholic parents..

Today i ate a ton and i cant make myself throw-up for some odd reason and i couldn’t be any fatter i wish i was thin. Thin thighs thin stomach everything about me was thin. My friends think its funny to call me fatty but i want to punch them in the face. I want some advice for purging and help to stop myself from not eating!!!