motivate myself, damn it!

I think I just being waiting for the summer! I don´t know but I being motivated more than I ever being in my life. I think the summer brings a positive side of me.

Wooo….yesterday I wrote almost four pages for my paper! I need like one more….and also I been looking for jobs this week! So wish me LUCK! :]

...Uhh..yeeeeaaa…I am actually this VERY moment VERY movitated to write my paper! MY ENGLISH PAPER!!!! I have to tell you I REALLY DONT LIKE ENGLISH…but for some reason I am actually happy that I am writing it and in ADVANCE too…how about that?...I thought this day would never come…lol

One score to movitation…zero for laziness!
Wooo!

i don’t just want to do this. i need to do this! got exams next week.

.....My uncle came to visit us here in the U.S….for like a two days, he was here mainly for business….anyways…me and him where talking about a lot of things…he gave me a lot of advice on somethings….espacially when I asked him how can get more motivation…he answered…why are you worried…when you have all the motivation of the in world…yup…I felt really motivated after he said that. I think it also helped that asking a different person…

I think I got some the past two days…although it was very little but yet enough….You have start somewhere right!
I just hope it grows and grows!

Ok…I have motivation to for all my classes expect Macroeconomics….blah! I was reading some today…nothing got stuck…so I know I have to re-read again AND finish my other chapterrrrr grrr!...:[

Ok…I am trying I am TRYING….that least today and yesterday where better motivation days!

...doing it right now…I studying right now and I am sooooooo extremely tireeeeeddd….and I am really forcing myself to study and read….:] I am just taking a break…|]

OMG!!!! Today I applied to be Mary-Kay Consultant….have no idea want to think about it…so this will really test my motivation on selling things….so yea…