there’s so many great things to life that we have yet to discover! there’s always more things to be thankful and happy for each day and that it’s awesome to discover the day’s activities that interest you and excitedness, so many things to be happy for just too many to count
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Sarah Kelly is apple picking in kent...then baking some apple pies ^_^ yumm
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3 years ago
i tried to end my life tonight….
i jumped out of my daddys van while he was driving…i figured it would be the quickest way at that point…but it wasnt much success since after i finished rolling i was still alive…
i always thought suicide as being just about the most selfish thing a person could do. but since i dont mean much to anyone anymore, except for someone to use to benefit theirselves, i figured my life has reached the point where it doesnt have much of a purpose to it anymore. i am nothing…
...but miserable…
things have got to the point where i dont find enjoyment in anything anymore…instead the misery, pain and sadness i have felt for so long is starting to consume all my energy.
sometimes i wish the people who have hurt me so much in the past would just disappear…so i can finally move on and be free…
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3 years ago
I never seemed to realize how much my family has been there for me. Also one of my friends. The people who don’t really give a shit aren’t really my friends now that I think about it. I just need to find people who actually care about me besides my family.
I also need to stop taking the things I have for granted. Everything in my life is there because I’ve worked for it, not just asked, whined, and pleaded for it. It all has its worth and I need to be happy with it.
