know myself

I make mountains out of molehills. Always. Unless I make a molehill out of a mountain. Which isn’t any better.

I like to blame others or find excuses for my own mistakes. I need to be harder on myself.

I balk at hard work. I hesitate at taking action. If someone takes the lead, that’s fine with me, as long as they do it my way. I won’t do it myself, though. (Anarchy starts in the head, so get your arse in gear, you lazy fuck!)

I thougth I knew myself. Really did. Turns out I didn’t.

I’m starting to do this and it’s… a relief! Things are working better since. But I need to know myself better if I want to see some other changes.

Phew Hard! ^_

i dont knw wt i am. i am absolutely forgot the existance of my interests,my wishes,my needs, wt makes me happy n a lot

work on accepting that no matter what happens in everyone else’s life does not take away from my life. i too can have children. i too can become a better person.

I´d like to do something really significative before died

If I knew what was really important to me and what I believed well, then I wouldn’t get in my own way so much.

I’ve decided to be here for knowing another forms of view of live and, of course, for changing experiences for everyone who would like to do it.

Frank…

I’ve always been ‘the responsible one’. Since I was little things have been put on me that probably shouldn’t have. my low self confidence when i was younger paired with my forced responsibilities made me who i am today, but there was a whole side of myself i never got to know. so i let my best friend create it. i was less secure and followed her every move, put my faith in her blindly, even though i knew she was wrong. she is the type of person who needs to be someone’s everything. she is the most amazing person i know. i need to be my own everything before i can even begin to figure out who i am.

everything i done can be traced back to someone else. something we did together, or a small decision i made once. i can change, and i need to see who i want to be.
i don’t want to think about what i’m going to say. i want to be IN THE MOMENT.

Since Childhood i was what my parents wanted me to be..or tried to be so..every single minute error is not acceptable..things are always done their way..

Came to be knowing almost nothing about myself..in spite of the fact that i’m the one who chose my major @ college,,but i still can’t find myself..
its not something logic i can calculate as my major..

Sometimes i make big decisions in the path of changing myself but i get to the point that this is not what i want after being somehow deep in the proccess,,,which happend a lot,,,

Now that i tried many ways,,i can’t see or feel or know my own way..MYSELF..which decreases my self esteam and self confidence a lot,, affecting me in many many ways…trying to see the path..

Actually i was trying to get outside help as i used to have,,outside giude all the way till now..

but lately figured out that i will find nothing outside..
Everyone will try to make me do what they want to do and can’t..

I just need to know the answers from the inside..
That’s what i need help to get..to can read my own heart,,to feel my deep inside and hear it..

hope i will find this here..:)

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