find the one

I just want a lover!!!

Yeah, I haven’t found “the one,” and you know what? I really don’t mind. I’ve decided to stop this never-ending journey and just go on with my life. I’ve heard that you find so many things when you’re not looking. For example, you’re not looking for money and you find a penny on the ground. Well, love is like that. And it’s so frustrating, every day of my life remembering that I haven’t changed at all in the past 6 years of my life, and I probably never will.

It’s frustrating. It’s not healthy. It’s not … safe.

Sometimes you just need to let life go, and see where it takes you, and that’s what I’m doing.

There is a movie that plays Nicholas Cage as an angel, and in this movie (spoiler) he falls in love with a women who can see him. As a angel this is not normal for someone to see him, so he follows her. Throughout the movie they both fall in love, and he takes a vow to God to become human so he can spend time with her on earth mortally. As he takes his “fall” the woman dies very shortly after due to a biking accident. Even though the love was very very subtle, he would have never changed a thing. This is true love of “finding the one” Some of us think it is at fault to search for the one, and that is true to an extent. I want to find the one, but not search for her.

I know she’s out there and for all I know, I’ve already met her.

I dream this popular dream, too. Though, I’m not very good at this kind of things, probably the search will last forever.

I’ve been so lonely for so long and I’m still hoping I can find that special someone who can fill that void in my life. So far she has been elusive….

I’m starting to think whether or not there’s any hope at all…

love
is special, but i want to have the ^{never ending} kind that god gives.

Neo?

No, he’s kind of old and my infatuation with him died when I turned 12.

Maybe once I know know who “the one” is, I can realistically start looking for him but until then, I will diligently keep my heart pure for him, whoever that may be.
Let’s hope he’s worth it.

I am tired of dead end relationships and not being loved. I am tired of being hurt. So here I am I decided to stop looking and let life happen. I will be single and do what I do. If he finds me then great though I am not looking.
If I am meant to be with someone then I will have that though if I am meant to experience life on my own then I will go through life on my own. Though no more looking.

i am done. i know for a fact that i don’t need to go and look for the one. the right one will find me. or better yet, we will find eachother. love comes faster when you don’t look for it.