tell the truth

I am a person who conforms to the people around me…atleast while they are near. I have the same opinions they do, the same beliefs, ect…or I pretend to even though I don’t and it kills me inside to betray myself like that. I want to be able to be truthful and express myself for who I really am without being afraid or concerned about others reactions to who I am…no matter who they are…especially my mother…

I’m known to tell lies to my parents on where I’ve been, who I was with, what I was doing, ect. I want to stop that, and be honest with them, like I am everyone else.

So, I told someone, well, a lot of people. It ruined a whole part of my life. But the other truth I told, gave me…liberation?
Not worth it though… Nothing would be worth this…

I’m a compulsive liar. I think. Well, have you ever lied to everyone so much that you start believing in your own lies? It came to that point quite a while ago… So now I’m trying to sort fact from fiction, and cut out what isn’t real. Should be interesting.

I have probably lost the love of my life because I am a compulsive liar. I love him with all my heart but my word is no good to him, and I am serious about changing for myself and for him and I can’t do it by myself.

I switched from ‘lie less’ to this goal upon the suggestion of iamasmokymirror.

Let us begin the truth telling! Tell me something true.

(“I hate peas.” Oh, Heath-y.)

Most of the time I lie to hide my true feelings or do it because I worry about what people would think of me if they knew the truth.

I would like to fear less and hope I can be a naturaly genuine and honest person.

not just like all the time, that would be horrible and cruel! I mean then I wouldn’t encourage some people anymore! Just certain things, you understand, you better understand.

it hurts, but it is the only true way to communicate.