show my family how much i love them

adopting children who are not biologically yours at an older age creates all kinds of issues. all you want is for them to love you and you love them and everyone dance the happy the happy dance. we don’t have that often here, but today was one of those special moments when my boys came in, hugged me and told me they loved me. i am blessed.

Now my family is extreemely disfunctional, sometimes its like it breaks my heart to put in so much effort and have it knocked to the ground, but this is something that means so much to me i will persevere

sometimes it seems like time passses so quickly, my family has grown apart so much over the recent years, im going to do this daily!!!!

I’ve been thinking about how I could show them.
It seems a bit awkward or something to just ramdomly say I love you, or give hugs. I don’t see when a good time would be.
But anyways, what other ways are there…
Doing more chores to help them out.
Think about how much they have to do and not inturupt thier schedule or be more considerate of thier feelings.
They’d notice a change like that right?

Kids’ T.V. favourite-Australia’s “HI-5” is coming to Singapore again!! I missed it the last time, felt that my nieces & nephew were too young at that time(2 & 3 yrs old) to watch e performance. I heard the few performances they had the last time was totally a sold out, hence they’re coming back here so not to disappoint their little people ;)

As babies, my nieces and nephew would jump up and down each time when “their songs” come on the “kids central” channel, hehe, they have watched it since the day they were born :)..They can even memorize all their songs and dancing SO WELL and sing for me!! Always a pleasure to hear their tiny voice that sound like chipmunks :D

http://www.hi-5.com.au/TourSingapore.htm

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Now that they are a little older, all about 4 & 5 yrs old, they are so excited to catch their idols..Not going to disappoint them again!

I will be bringing them to watch the show in June instead as I do have to finish up writing my thesis paper which due in 1 week’s time..Yippee!!

Had wanted to post this entry up few days ago but was quite distracted by other things earlier..I have finally downloaded some pics that was taken the other day..whew :)

Last week, my whole family celebrated Mother’s Day in a Chinese Restaurant, in conjuction with my mum’s birthday(it’s today). It’s for her 60th Birthday!! The idea was brought up by my dad whom has been married with mum for 36 yrs! He wanted to make sure it’s her very special BIG day!! Sweet!!

The cake was specially selected by me from our famous local bakery shop called “Bread Talk”, which has branches worldwide too ;)..Here .It’s a special mother’s day cake made with double chocolate sponge sandwiched between raspberry and chocolate mousse…The cake’s cleverly made to look like a present (the ribbons are edible too :))... It’s heavenly yummy, no kidding!! (Wish you all could get to try it too :))

But what’s more important and memorable for this occasion is that we got to spend time altogether as a family, YAY! :D

I got a glimpse of how truly lucky i am to have this big family and brothers and sisters who are different and all fantastic. Sometimes just being at home and being around my family makes me feel warm and loved and, just lucky i guess. Omg i’m gushing now but yeah, i loves my family

My sister got her gcse results yesterday. She’s growing up so fast. I’m so glad we get along better these days. She’s beautiful and funny and i miss her when she’s not around. I love the way she is and wouldn’t change her for the world even if sometimes she says things that upset me; she’s still my lettle sister and she rocks my socks

Went out for a meal for my sisters birthday. It went really well :)

Today was great, family. We went out and spent time together and you’re all very dear to me and i appreciate it. Truly.