I think trusting your intuition is so important, yet it is so hard especially when you have low self esteem. But how can life be exciting if you didn’t trust your intuition?
For me, the struggle is to simply let myself.
let myself get excited about things
let myself show interest in something
let myself go up to people and chat
let myself be passionate without pessimism or self mockery.
Another thing is that people are always going to try to give you advice which is good, but sometimes you have to fight for what you feel that is right after you’ve heard other people’s advice. It’s hard to tell people, thanks for your advice, but I think I will go with this…
Sometimes I don’t go ahead and do something because of the dread that someone would say, “Oh, you should have asked me first” “You shouldhave gone… instead of …” which is really exhausting and frustrating to listen to especially when you are perfectly happy with what you have done. Sometimes I wish I didn’t have to justify everything that I do but I guess that is more about the kind of relationship I build, and working on that relationship.
