fall in love and never fall out

I’m not looking too much, right now. I rather be in a relationship when I’m stable. Though, I’m sure I’ll find the one. It takes time and I’m 19, but time doesn’t wait for anyone.

And I sure do hope that I achieve it.

..and once i figure that out, i never want to turn back. love me unconditionally and you shall have your life prize of a beautiful, wife and possibly mother someday. just let me grow out of my baby fat first, if ever i do. ask and you shall recieve

i havent had a boyfriend in 4.5 yrs. the last one i had ended up leaving me, coming back to me, then cheating on me. he was also 19 and i was 15 and we only dated for about 4 months. my boyfriend before that was my first ever. i was in love with him and it took me over 5 yrs to finally get over him. i just have a lot of love inside that i would love to shower the right person with, and someone who will provide me with the same.

My last boyfriend really suck!! My “first love” turned out to be a real creeper. He was the epitome of a disappointment. Liar, Cheater, Loser, etc etc, etc. How can the next one, top him?? I wonder, if I will be able to trust again. I don’t want to put to much thought into meeting the next, if it happens it happens. I will let destiny run its course

And they all lived happily ever after.

hopefully everyone who has this goal achieves it… being in love is the best feeling in the world… until it all falls apart. then there is the hard task of rebuilding your trust in people as not to break your already fragile heart…

one day hopefully

i have never felt like this before. i am only alive to serve her, i am merely an appendage on her pluripotence . i have stopped mattering for my own sake, and its liberating.

I wish I could do this, but I think even the strongest love can die if the person on the other side is not trying to keep it. I hope I can find love, but until then, I’m just going to be solo and do my own thing. Love will come to me when I least expect it, and I hope it does. So let’s get distracted and hang with friends, and meet guys who can be friends – Because the more you let yourself not think about it and meet people, the more easier it is to put yourself into a network to get more involved with choices for guys.

At least, this is what I’m going to try to do. I’ll be solo, and cruise on through this. I may get lonely, but I hopefully will have friends at my side to make me forget that.

I’ve been in love before, I think most people have. The only problem is He fell out of love with me, so eventually i had to move on and get over him. I thought for a long time i’d never meet anyone as amazing as him again. I want to prove myself wrong about this though. I want to find love and hang on to it and never let it go and make sure it never lets me go. I don’t expect to fall head over heels with the next guy i meet, but some time soon it would be great to meet a guy even half as perfect and my ex.