enjoy life

Things that brought me joy today:
-petting the kitty
-messages from the man I love
-yummy food
-knowing I am more mature and considerate than most ppl I know
-a long, relaxing shower
-bright sunny day with a beautiful blue sky
-listening to some good songs on the radio

I experienced joy today eating a yummy burger and when I was petting my cat and he was purring.

I experienced joy today while christmas shopping and talking and getting texts from my boyfriend.

really i just want to do all my hobbies at once. there is never enough time in the day for me to sleep, work, eat, have a social life AND partake in all my interests.

1- improve my tennis game. i’m taking lessons now, but may join a work team
2- watch more films. i’m obsessed with my netflix queue and just upgraded my dvd system and am really enjoying watching new films
3- read more books. this is something always on the table that i’m looking to improve. i want to read more: nonfiction, classics, and cultural psychology books
4- learn, learn, learn – about art, languages, current events
5- decorate my apartment
6- cook more
7- visit museums more

I don’t know how to enjoy life. I know I enjoy certain moments of it. The best I can do is stay strong and try to get through it somehow. I’ll just try to enjoy the little things, but I’ll never enjoy life itself.

I used to have fun. Hell, I used to BE fun.
Too much stress with family, personal issues, school, money, work, etc…I have fogotten what it feels like to just relax.
I’m wondering if I will ever actually relax again, or just be an uptight bitch for the rest of my life.

I would say that I’m not enjoying my life at the moment. I want to though, and I’m going to. For about a year I’ve been trying to achieve this goal but nothing has really improved. I know taking things for granted is not a great way to prove how much you enjoy life and that’s pretty much my problem. I know that god gave you a life to live, just one life. So why not live it to the fullest!

Today has been so nice :) I had the moment of joy. I really enjoyed being alone with myself, being right here and just enjoyed the warm sunny day at park, watching the people walking past me and the book of insects :D There was no rush, no hurry, no obligations to do something. I wish I could always feel like this ♥ I felt so relax and good.

It’s amazing how much the good weather makes to my mood. And I had nice time with my friend also on the lunch. :)

I just have to remember enjoying every moment cause it won´t come again. I have to stop worrying and wasting time with things i don´t want, I need to DO more thing I want to do, enjoy it and stop worrying about me, about what others think or say. because i love my life:)

I really want to live. Do things that I like. Things that I enjoy. Most of the times I just wait for something to happen. I let opportunities to go by. But that’s not what I want! I want to take every opportunity that life has to offer me. Right now I have opportunity to go to Saaremaa, Estonia. Honestly I don’t have much extra money to go there and I don’t probably know anyone who is going. But it combines two things that I enjoy in life; traveling and nature. So I think I am going.