i guess i thought of it as lifelong process and marked as done, efectivly dismissed. or was i really enjoying my life? i can’t even imagine that.
yeah it is state of mind, but i strongly disagree that i don’t need to do anything to enjoy life. enjoying life has everything to do with doing!
having said that, i’m not going to drag my sorry ass to swimming pool right now. all that forced doing-in-order-to-enjoy stuff is not apealing. i want to look forward things and not force myself into in order to enjoy later, or maybe not. but also, i don’t want to use that argument as an excuse not to push myself out of my comfort envelope. pushing and forcing, there is a subtle difference. is it? if there is, i can’t see it.
wow such a violent language in this entry about such a lovely and gentle and pampering goal. i would prefere to expand my comfort envelope, to open it towards wealth and richess of possibilities there is. 2 weeks ago