stop being sick

i wish that someday will come and i will spend all day with out feeling ill or complain from some thing wrong on me..i hope one day i will say iam ok i dont feel any thing wrong any more ..please god make that day come soon..

So I simply passed whatever was bugging my internal digestive ensemble to my new French lover. The day he said he felt the same rumbling in his tummy and sickness was the first day I felt amazing. The trick is, (I guess) to pass it on to someone you care for.

of being sick and tired.
It’s the same old story, same as it’s always been. I’m missing school, more and more of it as time wears on and I have less and less money to transport myself while ill.
I’m having longer periods of continuous illness. Unfortunately, this last bit has cost me the first two weeks of the second semester. I’m not sure what is going to happen… what if I lose everything I’ve worked so damn hard to build and have to start all over again?
I joke about it to my friends. To Courtney I said, “I’ve got fibromialgic symptoms, a tendency toward hypoglycemia, bipolar disorder, and endometriosis. Basically, I’m a crazy woman with a back ache and near constant cramps who just might pass out if you don’t feed her quick.”
Now, this last set of “episodes”... endo leading in to mental breakdown, leading to diagnosis (AT LAST!), the same day as car wreck and subsequent whiplash injury, leading to massive pain meds making me sick, leading to Influenza. One after another. Not meaning to bitch. I know it could be worse. But it changes things when you have no car and no money.
Changes things a lot.

I went to the doctor today and got a colonoscopy and endoscopy done… Some evidence of acid reflux, but nothing visible in terms of intestinal stuff [ulcerative collitus, for example].

So they have me on a drug for that while they do the biopsies of the tissue samples they took from various places.

I was kind of hoping to have my first colonoscopy about say, 32 years from now. But whatever. I guess 18 year olds need them too.

After a month and change, I’m finally feeling okay. Still a little sad, but I think that’s because I’ve been running around so much that I haven’t really had any time to think about it. When I slow down for summer I’ll have time to work through it. I’ve had three days with an appetite (mainly for chocolate, I won’t lie!) and the nausea has disappeared—as have the headaches and etc.

Good luck to everyone else with this goal!

...but I’m a little worried, because ever since the day of my grandfather’s funeral I’ve been feeling nauseated (almost like throwing up) and I have these terrible headaches almost constantly. Lately I haven’t had any appetite and I’ve lost eight pounds in one month (that my doctor had told me before that I couldn’t afford to lose) because mostly I just force down veggies and yogurt. I thought it was the stress of final exams and AP tests and not getting enough sleep, but now that AP exams are over I still feel sick! My parents think I should go to the doctor, but I’m not sure if this is depression…or what?

i havent been able to eat anything for days. the nurse thinks im pregnant but im not.

i’m going to the hospital today so that I can figureout why I’ve had my period nonstop for 2 months. [lame] So I am really excited and scared. Lets pray its not cancer.

Would make me healthier. Unfortunately, I have realized it’s becoming harder and harder for me to eat anything solid.

it took me a couple of weeks. but after a truck load of vitaminn C and detox tea, technicolor urine and phlegm, Im over it….for now. :-)