I was terrified because I started to feel like I was not living my life. I would sit there and there would be things that I would want to do but I would say, I will do it another day. The thing is… what if tomorrow never comes, or what if the person you love and care most about moves on in this life. Whether that person decides to end the relationship or they die it would be over and there would be no more chances…
Today I am over the top, I am saying I love you freely and without fear. I am making my lists of things I want and will do. People can trust me and depend on me because now I know that there is no fear in truth. I used to believe that to make a mark in this world you have to do things over the top like be big time like Oprah or make your mark by making a discovery of something earht shattering. But.. i was wrong. to live life completely all I have to do is love my life and the people in it. Happinness is something that has to be earned and worked for just like everything else in life.
So now I call up my mom and I say I love you and why don’t we go to that play that we always have said that we wanted to see or hey I got you flowers simply because I wanted to…
