stop forgetting so much

i forget everything. this is the worst thing. i need other people to tell me about the things i have said or done, and all those times i have been alone… all lost.
i dont think i can stop forgetting. i tried ginkgo, but it just gave me migraines.
maybe i just need to stop trying not to forget and accept it. but its hard watching all my knowledge never build, always constantly start from the bottom. i think i constantly read the same books over and over again and think always, wow this is some great new book!

I want to do this so much…. It is really interfering with my life…. I forget everything…. On any given day I will forget at least 10 things and when i am not forgetin something I feel that I am…. It is getting me in lots of trouble at home with my dad….

I’m always forgetting things. It’s starting to interfere with my life.