finish recording my own album

I have loved music as long as I can remember…I really never knew that I actually had any kind of musical talent such as singing or playing an instrument until I was about 17…Since then, I have been blessed with many opportunities through the gifts that God has given me…
As with most singer/songwriter/musicians…I have only dreamed that someday I would be able to record my own material and share it with the world…
Well, recently, I have acquired more than enough equipment to do just that…however, it seems my boat has docked in the middle of the sahara desert, and there is no chance for rain anytime soon…
First, I have no time to play with my new recording equipment, and every opportunity that I do, I seem to have no inspiration…It’s just empty! It makes no sense to me, but that’s where I’m at…
I can’t help but think of Alanis Morsette’s song…’Isn’t It Ironic?’
Hopefully it will pass soon….