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This is something that i am still devoted to, but i’m not sure what it really means.
I thought i was serious in considering that i should move to the burbs but then this week i heard that our shop might be moving to another city in the near future. That put a stop to that little geartrain and moving to a place where i will have a lease and invest myself in the community that i would walk to work from would be totally fruitless if i wouldn’t end up being able to walk to work anyway.
So the comments below are kind of where my head is at.
Its time to start thinking outside the box. :)
“Love isn’t always easy, i had a tough saturday. I was sad about the sacrifices i had to make to be here for my family. I ended up having a nice long talk with my roommate who helped me come up with some options for cutting down my stress with the stretched life i am living between here and the suburb where i work.
I think it is time to be more aware of what i need.
I have a new plan to push through the little stresses that are blocking me from enjoying my everyday.
I will finish my writing projects, the article and my application to the napbirt scholarship as of next weekend.
I will then focus on making stuff…. something i haven’t done in ages. I have a bunch of little projects on the backburner and its time to dig in a little to them and see what comes of my efforts… maybe i can put them up on etsy and sell some stuff. :)
after that, come spring i will fall in love with the city…
and in general i need to start looking for part time work so that i can spend more time in the city… maybe i can find something that will help me get rooted in this town again. :) 1 week ago
