Not freak about and get stage fright about my performance in NY tonight...

to everyone here on 43things… On Thursday afternoon, I was seriously worried about my performance of my monologue that evening… I have not been this nervous in recent memory, so the nervousness made me even more nervous!! I think it was because I knew I had to trim my monologue and also add a few lines to move it along seamlessly… The changes scared me because I’ve done it the “old” way so many times, I was afraid I would just blank out…

and so I posted this goal here, as a way of exorcizing the negative thoughts… and it worked, thanks to your generosity, my 43+ friends!

MWAH!

and now, I am giving this goal an honorable retirement… ;)

in NY… it’ll be short, it’s only one little thing in a whole fundraiser evening for a friend’s documentary film…

but i’m actually very nervous…

this scares me, because i haven’t been this nervous before, and i have performed a Lot of times… while i’m not a professional, i am very comfortable on stage.

i think it’s cuz it’s… New York!

yikes.