get out of my rut and become excited about life again

i can achieve some of these goals and get out of this rut!

I’ve had a baby (love him!) and I’ve let myself go completely. I need to funkify and be cool and hip (whatever that means) again. Recently, nothing even excites me in the stores, to buy clothes I mean. I just don’t care. But I should. I’m trying. I hope I can get excited about trying to make myself look good again.

life is way too short. wenever a bad thought enters my head i just ignore it .

jump around. smile. be happy !

xx

im starting to get out of my rut more!,

its so weird , but i think the key was that i didnt go out much, i saw my friends at school, and rarely on a saturday, but now i realise if you go out more then you meet new people and just get a real buzz. i have bought tickets to concerts, and im always finding things for me and my friends to do

take my advice, get out there and experience all life has to offer :)

x

something about this makes me feel a bit skeptical because i am comfortable in my rut but i hate it at the same time and i dont want to admit it because then id be proving my family and my life coach right

I think I’ve accomplished this – and it’s been quite a task! I had just been feeling so doubtful about myself and what I want to do. That’s such a horrible feeling.
But at the moment I’m enjoying being busy again and getting back into routine. College is great – sure I’m already behind – but i’m loving what i’m doing. I can’t wait to graduate soon and start my own business! I’ve been starting my business planning and it makes me really happy. I can’t believe that this dream is coming true.
My boy and I are getting better at growning together all the time. It’s not always easy, but even when it’s hard we’re still crazy about each other.
AND we’re getting a new kitchen! Woohoo! There’s nothing like new shiny things to improve my mood!

It’s back. The feeling of sadness and hopelessness. The last few days I’ve been feeling really down and confused about myself. Today I’ve woken up with a sore throat and headache….I think that this is my body telling me to get it together and make the changes I need to, and to start looking after myself. I just want to feel happy. Not the superficial kind of happy, but deep, honest happiness.

I’m so happy to be back at college! Gosh I missed it. I missed the people, my teachers, the inspiration, the learning…..everything! Oh, apart from the assignments of course :) I’m just so passionate about learning. It feels good to identify that within myself. I just have such a sense of wonder for the human body. I feel like I’m getting my ‘buzz’ back. The excitement is returning. I’m feeling more alive. I still feel a little bit scared, but I’m going to get through it.

with this goal. Last Sunday I was feeling sad, so I took myself on a date to Kangaroo Point. I sat by the river reading a book and it felt so good to just give myself a chance to actually relax. Then I went for a long, blissful walk and discovered things I’d never seen in the area before – it really was beautiful! I’m so proud of myself for turning a sad day into something constructive.
I’m also starting to feel excited about being a Homeopath. I think I just lost some focus over the holidays – but now I can’t wait to have my own practice.
There’s also a few things coming up to look forward to – I’m going to the Blues and Roots Festival in Byron Bay over Easter….....it’s so exciting! I’m going to be seeing Pete Murray, David Gray and Michael Franti all in one day. Gosh, I’m going to be on LOVE OVERLOAD. And dancing my ass off of course! Then, just 2 days before my birthday I’m seeing Pete Murray again :) I feel like I’m creeping out of my haze at last.

Today I visited a friend for an acupuncture treatment for all my crazy hormones and sad moods lately. She’s so talented and I really think it’s going to help. It was wonderful just to see her anyway and to talk about how I’m feeling. I have been feeling a bit better the last few days, perhaps a lot of it has had to do with having too much spare time. I guess that I’m just the kind of person who likes having things to do! It’s all about balance I suppose! I am really happy to be starting college again next week though…..I really hope that I’m getting through this.