have a best friend again

my husband has been my best friend, and is super wonderful and I do consider myself very very lucky … but I think I miss having a best GIRL friend … do you know what I’m talking about? I live somewhere that I have no peers. I am lonely. I feel like I am missing out.

you know what they say: diamonds are a girl’s best friend. rs.

Starting to work on getting this one done. Maybe it’s paranoia, but it’s frustrating when people aren’t who you thought they were.

I had a best friend for 17 years. Something happened this past year, and all that trust and love vanished. I will do just about anything for anyone, but there has to be trust there. I have spend the last six months emotionally locked away, because I haven’t had the energy to get out in the world and be comfortable with another girlfriend. You know that kind of girlfriend who lets you cry all over her good shirts, the kind you can fart around, tell jokes until 3am, eat out of the same ice cream bucket. The one who knows all your dirt, and you know she would never say a word to anyone but the cat. That kind. I want that girlfriend again. The real thing.

Things are lookin up in this department….
One of my Friends Sarah is become a better friend as the days go by she is showing her true feelings towards me & that makes me feel finally important to someone other than mikel…

Every Friendship I have never works out every Person I ever Befriend Something always seems to go Wrong an for once in my life I just want one Person that I can Truly Call my Best Friend Hopefully One Day soon I find that Person cos Life is so Lonely without a True Friend to be there when you Need a Friend the most.

I’m just about there I think.
It’s much better than hanging out with an ex who I argue with constantly.

i guess i do have best friends.

to me, a best friend is someone who you don’t have to see constantly. i see britt once every four months, basically. i would really like our hangouts to be more frequent, but i can’t really control this. but when we do see each other, or when we do talk, it’s like we never stopped. we are there for each other when we really need it. the other day i was feeling especially terrible, and she talked to me on msn for hours. it was nice.

i have three other best friends too who always listen and are supportive even when they don’t agree with me or my decisions.

so i do have a lot of best friends.

i’m just really missing this one.

i’m going to laura’s house today.
we were kind of shaky, i guess, for a while in september. she doesn’t want to see me get hurt, and i didn’t want to hear what she was saying. but we’ve come to a sort of understanding now.

it’s so weird that i adopted this goal today. we go weeks and months without contact. and then, just when i need her the most, she goes on msn and talks to me. for hours and hours. it’s so nice.

i wish we could do more things together. we see each other about once a season…