Plan B

Slight change of plans – a way better plan, if I may say so! Still going to scratch everything together and pack my stuff, but will move to London instead (that would be “Plan B1” – far less risky and less competition for what I’m planning to do ;)

“Plan B2” would be moving to Los Angeles with money in my pockets – I got a great idea, but can’t tell you anything in detail yet, because you never know who might be reading this. Nothing fancy, though. Just need a bit of luck and hope that anything goes “according to plan” ^^v

Usually, when I plan things – and I only plan really big, important stuff, which have an impact on my life (e. g. my working life) – I always got a “Plan B” at hand. So, I’ve been thinking about what am I supposed to do in case I also screwed up my second exam (I SO hope not, but still, I gotta be prepared for anything – coz, you never know!!!).

Well, anyway, I was thinking of taking a gap year as an au pair first, but then again, I feel like it would be a waste of time (plus, I’ve been babysitting since I was eleven and worked for two years at two nursery schools – as part of my former vocational training – and, actually, the next children I want to take care of should be my own – besides, I don’t feel like I could learn anything anymore in that particular area anyway).

However, my mind came up with an alternative! I’m gonna scratch together every last cent I’ve got, pack my stuff and make my dream come true (and I’m not talking about moving to London, England, I’ll head straight to L. A. and try to get lucky – cf “Find a job that doesn’t feel like a job”). I know, it’s risky, irresponsible and God knows what (because my current financial situation is a bloody joke). But dammit, if others can immigrate to Africa with nothing more than a toolbox and set up a property imperium a couple of years later or go anywhere else and make it, so can I!!! I mean, what can I lose anyway? Sure, lots of money, but I rather take my chances than sitting in a corner, feeling all miserable for myself, because I didn’t pass the exam, again, and retreat to the darkest place within me, because I’ll feel like it’s the end of the world.

So, in case of emergency – use Plan B!!! (along the lines of “Yes we can”) ^^