live sexy

i want to see naic sex

I am not entirely sure how I am going to move forward in this goal, especially given the fact that people doing this are also doing these things:
Have more and more and more sex with Eric. Figure out what to say about Gertrude Stein and find the right face moisturizer.

That said, I know I am not going in the right direction here. I think the throwing myself into exercising was a way to avoid dealing with how un-sexy my life had gotten. I need to recommit myself to this goal and come up with some concrete steps. I just don’t know what I can do to live sexier that would still be living within the commitment to my marriage, at least within the standards of what I think living within my commitment are.

I think I need to deal with my marriage issues before I can solve this, but that isn’t going to happen, so I need to come up with some ideas here. I think at least as a first step, I need to talk to my wife about what I want to do. Maybe there is a meet up group for me…

In any case, I am pretty discouraged about this. I think it is negatively impacting everything in my life right now…

It’s one of my favorites. Basically, this is just a state of mind. Believing it. Loving it. Owning it.