stop doing drugs

Well i stoped doin drugs 9 months ago , realy got me head together, got a job an all , 2 weeks ago when i met up wit an old friend who i know dose drugs ,We met for a few drinks an one thing led to another he offered me XTC , I said no an told him i dont take any more he went n bout it sayin sure jus take 1 . just to shut him up i took the pills an put then in my pocket leavin him to think i had took the pills .This has made me more sure of wat i want , When i gave up in the begining i tought it would be a nitemare to do but it actully was ok . not easy but i wouldn look back now . I look an feel much better , iv met a grate bunch of friends who dont use . To sum it up in a few words , LIFE IS WAT U MAKE IT SO MAKE THE BEST OF IT ….

A while back i decided to quit doing drugs, going to parties and staying away from alchol… it was the worst 10 minutes of my life!

hi, i am an ectasy,speed, coke person. i cant not use it wen i go out
every body is on it.
have you ever been the only straight person in a roomful of loving, cuddling, pinging ppl. its so hard. unless u get horribly drunk.
i used to smoke weed. i quit that, and all my friends who were stoners with me stopped acknowledging me. but with the other drugs they just top off a party and help u get thru the night. i know its no excuse, but the buzz is great, im not sure im willing to let it up just yet.
i can feel my brain is not what it used to be..i get scrambled after a hard out night…. arghhh, i think this is going to take a while!!

hi i have finally relised that doin drugs is gettin me knowwhere and i want to stop i have been doin drugs since i was 14 and am now 20 its going to be hard so any tips would be wicked.

i am doing this for myself but also my ashley who hates me doin drugs and i love his so much and just want to make him happy, also for my nan who believes in me and i want to make her pround.

Has it come to the point where I have to stop doing drugs? I think if I want to start taking life a little more seriously then this must be done. How much farther may I have taken myself with out the weekend partying and the constant numbing of the mind? Sometimes really don’t think my problem is that bad. Then again if it’s something I want to “stop doing” then it’s probably worth an honest try. I honestly believe that it’s never too late. Starting this means first becoming a good example for those around me. No longer can I blame others. Strong I must be no matter who or what is going on around me.
People are not the cause of my problem. Rather those feelings of boredom and uncertainty must be felt and worked through. It is so much easier to numb things away and try to forget that we are human. I have so much to give and to learn about love, life and anything else that may be out there. I can’t do this anymore. The people that love me deserve more.

The 5th of September I was drunk and high. I want to see how far I can get and how clear my mind can become without the use of drugs including, but not limited to, what I’ve done for fun: vicodin, valium, dxm, lsd, mushrooms, cocaine, nitrous oxide, hash, salvia, like every strain of marijuana ever, and whatever else I’m forgetting.

Also I never want to do heroin or ecstacy, especially not ecstacy.

i think i want to do this.
maybe it’s just the awful comedown i’m on
maybe the fact i havent been able to eat in 2 days

oh i dont know
feeling like this isnt good.

So far, so good…

I cant stop.
They ruin me.
I’m so happy when i’m doing them, and then when i’m not life is so over whelming alls i can think of is murdering myself, but i know how it feels to loose someone to suicide, and i wouldnt be able to do that to people.

I wonder if when addicts are off the drugs, if they really feel better?
but i dont think i will.
I dont think there is any hope either.

where’s my life?