Create the life I want to live

I am not satisfied with my life currently and I think it is important to remember for that while racking up the accomplishments and getting XYZ done can be important sometimes, will it matter when I’m dying? I am very confident living a wholesome life- emotionally and spiritually fulfilling- helping others- being creative- being healthy- will be SO much more important than getting this or that degree, getting this or that grade on a paper, etc. There are many paths to find the fulfillment I seek, and this was such an exquisite reminder that as I set goals I was not approaching it in the right way. I have attempted suicide. I could have been dead already. I am blessed with having lived this long and to have the blessings i do. Most of the time I am so numb to the world! Or so emotionally unwell. I don’t want to die feeling my life has been wasted. I am so grateful I saw this post. I pray for the courage to live my life in the manner this article advises.

http://www.inspirationandchai.com/Regrets-of-the-Dying.html 1 month ago

A new school in a new town surrounded by new people has helped. When the term started I told myself to just say yes to everything unless I truly had an issue with it. This has made all the difference because I’ve realized my knee-jerk reaction to everything is to say no and shy away from life. It’s no wonder my life has never changed that much. I’ve joined clubs, made lots of friends, and surprised myself with what I’m able to juggle.

My life is nowhere close to what I want it to be, but for the first time ever I’m working on it, and it makes all the difference in how I feel about things. 2 months ago

I want to make my life what I want it to be. 7 months ago