i dont know what life I want to live. 8 months ago

today i applied for sort of like my dream job and just putting together the resume and all felt so so different from the usual drag. wow. i hope i’ll get this job or something along those lines. 14 months ago

I am not satisfied with my life currently and I think it is important to remember for that while racking up the accomplishments and getting XYZ done can be important sometimes, will it matter when I’m dying? I am very confident living a wholesome life- emotionally and spiritually fulfilling- helping others- being creative- being healthy- will be SO much more important than getting this or that degree, getting this or that grade on a paper, etc. There are many paths to find the fulfillment I seek, and this was such an exquisite reminder that as I set goals I was not approaching it in the right way. I have attempted suicide. I could have been dead already. I am blessed with having lived this long and to have the blessings i do. Most of the time I am so numb to the world! Or so emotionally unwell. I don’t want to die feeling my life has been wasted. I am so grateful I saw this post. I pray for the courage to live my life in the manner this article advises.

http://www.inspirationandchai.com/Regrets-of-the-Dying.html 16 months ago

I want to make my life what I want it to be. 22 months ago