invisiblekiss is singing lessons @ 7.30
ahh it is hard i still think about it once in a while, but its not as controlling as it used to be. id drive myself insane thinking about it, not that id ever DO it. just thought about it like it was a drug. It still fascinates me very much, but i wont let it determine my mood, just determine how much i am fascinated by it. i thought about all the ways i could possibly kill myself. interesting… hey theres nothing wrong with death or wanting it or thinking it as long as you dont kill yourself because thats taking your own life when u have so much more to live i bet. theres too much beauty in the world to quit (a quote from the movie ‘Stay’) im jsut passionate about life so there.
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