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Now What? 12 months ago

So, I’ve worked in fast food all of my life (which granted hasn’t been that long since I’m only 20) and last month I quit my job. Told them I didn’t want to be a lifer and left. I was planning on moving out of state but when the time came, I chickened out of it. It’s a scary thing to do all on your own. Now, I’ve been on like a months vacation except you can’t really call it a vacation because I haven’t done anything. My money is slowly evaporating and no where wants to hire me because I don’t have any experience and I refuse to go back into fast food. I’m embarrassed with my entire life and just keep expecting everything to work out for me. Well, it’s not. Any ideas?



rachom is debating

Untitled 13 months ago

I’m 21 and feel so lost. Everyone around me knows what they want or has an idea. I have none. I just keep floating around, how am I supposed to know without being broke from school or having a chance to try out the occupation?



When I grow up.... 14 months ago

What do I want to be when I grow up?



SCIENCE????????????? 14 months ago

i dont know what i want to do with my life along with everyone else in the world. I do know that i would like to pursue a career in either engineering, physics, military technologies….something that is challenging to the mind, mabybe discover something new.



Alina the Special really is very special....

"Omg! Are you gonna be an artist? You should totally be an artist. Seriously! Are you? Can I be Your Agent? No seriously, you should be an artist!" Shut uuuuuup. 17 months ago

Okay. Wow. They let you have seriously long titles, don’t they? XD

But anyway.

People keep telling me I should be an artist….

And It’s beginning to piss me off.

My answers vary. Generally I say I don’t know. They then reply with ‘you should’ and shut up about the whole me-being-an-artist-thing, which is probably why it’s my most used answer.

Sometimes I say yes, and then the person ussually starts asking loads of random questions like “can I be your agent?” and shit.
Do artists even have agents?

And very occasionally I say no. But then I ussually get some rant about how I should be an artist.

I don’t even know why I don’t want to be an artist.

I guess I don’t really see art as a real job.

I mean, it depends on your definition of artist. Like, lots of people call themselves/are artists, but it’s not what they do. Or you can call someone an artist if you they’re good at art.

But I mean, doing art as a paid job.
In fact I can’t think of any artist (like, famous artist. Or at least well known) Whoose only job is doing art. And it’s a paid job.

and they’re still alive.

(Does banksy count? ...He doesn’t ussually get paid though. So I guess not.)
I mean, I’d love to be remembered when I’m gone too, but being known when I’m alive is more important to me right now. (well, you know, not right now. I don’t expect people to give a shit about some random school girl that hasn’t done anything much. XD)

But yeah.

And you know, the artists that do have art as their only job, realy don’t get paid that much.

I mean, I guess if you did something involving art, your still an artist. Like, a graphic desighner or whatever.
Maybe you don’t get people who just do… art.

Which kinda sucks.

But I mean, what do people mean when they say I should be an artist?

XD I don’t think they think it through all that well.
Actually, I think I’m thinking it through too much.

So I’ll shut up now.

Still dunno if I want to do something art-related or not…

whatever…

Bye…

-Alina



Alina the Special really is very special....

Ugh.... 17 months ago

Okay…
So yeah.
I don’t really know.

I mean… Ugh.

This is hard to explain.

Okay, So since I was like, 5 I’ve wanted to be a writer/author/whatever. Someone who writes stories. XD

(before that, I apparently wanted to be a doctor in a circus selling icecream. No lie.)

Except I’m beginning to doubt that now.
I mean there’s no point doubting it because then I just… don’t know what to do.

Am I making any sense here?

I’ve pretty much stopped writing too.
And (to a lesser extent.) reading. I used to read every single night before I went to sleep, and now I hardly ever do.

I guess it’s a lot to do with school aswell. The english lessons here sucks so badly.
We’ve had 4 different english teachers this year. They all sucked. One was actually fired ‘cause they sucked so much.

SO yeah. I’m loosing all my enthusiasm for writing. And english in general.

But that’s all I’ve ever wanted to do.
(well, I’m sure I must have wanted to be a vet at one point. But no. Just… no.)

And if I don’t want to do that, then I don’t know what I want to do….

So yeah.

I want to decide what I want to do.

Which might be writing.
I kinda hope.
Because I want to want to write. But I don’t.

I’m in a confused mood.

Ugh….
Hope this made sense.

- Alina

P.S: Sorry for the serious-ness of this entry. I’m not in a great mood. >__<

EDIT: ‘kay…
I actually wrote this 4 days ago. (8th of june.) But apparently 43 things decided to post it at the same time as my artist entry thing.

XD



Untitled 17 months ago

... assuming I one day do grow up



A pharmacist with an alpaca farm. 19 months ago

New life plan:
- work as a pharmacist until I’m 65
- purchase an alpaca farm, drink martinis, pet alpacas
- use alpaca fur to make yarn & knit like a fiend, maybe open a shop and sell some with my crazy old lady friends
- drink more martinis & continue to pet alpacas :)



i've sort of thought about it 21 months ago

Since i’m going into yr 10, i thought i should have some idea.
But i don’t.
And i never have, i never was one of those kids that went through phases of what they wanted to be.
I just never could decide.
I’ve thought about zoology, as i do well in science, and i love animals alot. But thats pretty much it.
xx =]



Thinking about going back to school & actually finishing. 23 months ago

I’ve been thinking about going back to school. I’ve been to 3 different colleges, and in 2 different study programs, and all attempts didn’t work out so well for me. So currently I am a stay at home mom and I do freelance photography on the side. My husband has a decent job so I don’t really have to work, so I was thinking about going back for an art degree, but I was also thinking about getting a degree in marine biology (these would be the 2 areas of study that I was in before). I was thinking about it, this is something I have tot hink about for a good while before I acually do something about it. I’m somewhat of a procrastinator when it comes to big decisions. I did enroll in the New York Institute of Photography, but I haven’t been able to realy sit down and get my coursework done.
In the meantime, be awesome, and go buy some of my prints. http://www.LindsayDucote-Guidry.4t.com



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