have my first lesbian relationship

Yes as the rather shameless (y would i be ashamed?) title states i want to engulf on my first same sex relationship..no i am not following ‘the teenage it’s cool to rebel, ooh im controversial phase’ i genuinelly- (can’t spell lol..) love women. Now i just wana love one woman…ooh look at me go! mum would be soo proud..hmm maybe not.. just wanted to say that, in all my glory, big smile now, yes i am truly ok with who i am, now to find my other half..if i am lucky she will come to me, but hey can’t go around with your eyes closed..rite? let the good times roll.. the scene isn’t for me i have established after a huge dip in my bank account, countless nights out and heartless kisses.. i want to mean it when i kiss someone…is that too much to ask? ok now i am sounding all moany and annoying.. i am happy really lol..
Baby my arms are open for you, XXX but what about your ex- boyfriend?

I am single, not at all hinting of course, would be cool to meet a like minded lady lol..am 19 and pretty happy go lucky..Rachel Weisz i’m here if you ever contemplate lesbianism..ahhh..the dream continues…