have success with my new boyfriend

So it has been a couple of months sense i have been on this site. I really, really, really enjoy being single at this time. Boyfriends are not for me, so i will not write in this goal again..for a long time.

For some odd reason I freaked out. I had to tell my friends about him. I had to tell my mom, and I haven’t told my dad yet. I just hate the looks and the thoughts and everyone talking behind my back. Whatever, maybe I’m paranoid. I just don’t want or need a boyfriend right now. Everyone says, give him and us a chance. I don’t want to though, some reason I’m putting way more pressure on myself then there needs to be.

Yea um, this might not work.

Right now i’m having trouble with this new guy. I think i’m thinking about it too much. i just have to jump into the relasionship, yet i don’t want to do it blindly. i will have to see how this unfolds.