o.k…so i’m weird….i constantly think someone is watching me..list
1. i actually took the mirror off the wall in my bathroom to see if there was a camera behind it
2. everytime i step onto a certain street i see silhouettes of people and things coming towards me, but if i blink or turn away they start at the top and restart their walk
3. i don’t trust anyone in cars, i hate walking by roads, and i alwas check to see that cars don’t hit me
4. and when sitting in bed at night, i always believe that 1 corner of my room oisdarker than the rest, and that there is something messed up in that corner….
i don’t know…i’m just weird
EDIT: o.k..so i was at a christian retreat…and my friend was telling me about spirits and how dead people contact us… gee thanks…
Sep 05, 02:54PM PDT | 1 comment
because I need to. It’s awful.
Jul 19, 07:06AM PDT | 0 comments
I’ve always been pretty paranoid, worried about what every other person thought or said..it’s a bitch sometimes
Jun 18, 03:19PM PDT | 0 comments
oh well… there are just some things you can’t control
May 17, 05:11PM PDT | 0 comments
well i have come to the conclusion that all my worrie and paranioya comes from self dout and beeing really scard of getting hurt or humiliated!! thats it thats all it comes from now iv figured that out iv gotta work on my self dout any ideas on how to do that??
May 14, 03:35PM PDT | 0 comments
I am currently in a relationship of 5 months. Although I know that my GF will never cheat on me, I still get paranoid about it. I can’t help it. Something happens which starts my delusional thoughts of everything that could go wrong. Although I have told her about these bad thoughts, I still lay in bed at night next to her and think about situations and reasons why I think she cheated. It is stressing me out, but not her because she is stronger than me and says that she is going to help me through this. I want to blame my ex, but was it really my ex that did this to me or was it me? I guess I just have a problem with someone genuinly wanting to be with me, someone who doesn’t cheat. The funny thing is that I can stress myself out so much over all these terrible thoughts, but as soon as she talks to me about it, it all goes away because I truely believe her. But then why can’t I stop stressing myself out? I just want this to go away, all suspisions gone!!! I want to go back to how I was last week. Maybe I wil after I talk to the guy in question?? Maybe I won’t. The wierdest things is that say her and this guy did kiss, which is my suspision, I would not break up with her because I love her and I know she would never mean to hurt me. I would want to work through it, I think it would make us stronger. I just want to know the truth, but it seems that even though I might already know the truth, it still haunts my mind. So that leaves me at square one, what should I do?
May 04, 03:30PM PDT | 0 comments
I want to stop thinking something is going to happen to my children all the time. I want to stop imagining what I would do if they were to die. I also want to stop thinking my friends don’t really like me, but just tolerate me.
Apr 16, 01:54AM PDT | 0 comments
seems to be happening naturally I think!...
Mar 27, 12:21PM PDT | 0 comments
They say ‘worrying is like praying for trouble’, so I HAVE to get out of this silly mindset.
Mar 10, 03:56AM PDT | 0 comments
im paranoid all the time which is ruining my love life
Feb 24, 10:49PM PST | 1 cheer | 0 comments