Become Happy

Yeah, I know this is like normal and like so not rare, but I would just love to just wake up in the morning and be so HAPPY, like not afraid to tell my mom and sister that I love them, maybe not be so insecure about my voice, and stop acting like I dont need people and just BE MYSELF ALL DAY and NOT JUST HALF OF THE DAY!!! Sometimes it seems like I can find comfort in PAIN (I know crazy) or maybe im just a crazy person (no). I wan`t to be able to go somewhere without worrying who will be there and who doesn`t want me around, like I WANT TO BE HAPPY and I WANT TO MAKE OTHER BE HAPPY AROUND ME, and SAY NICE THINGS ABOUT ME WHENEVER IM NOt AROUND!! I want to be HAPPY!!!

What is happiness? I have a 6 month old adorable little boy, and he certainly is happiness, but i dont know why its not enough. I have never really been happy. Ive always tried so hard and its made me UNHAPPIER. its so strange but im tired of hating me and my life so now is the time to FINALLY be happy… for real.

build own family together with my love one

My life is dull and boring and I dont do the things I love. I’ve lost all my motivation and my favorite things to do will forever stay in a hidden box.. Until im motivated enough to do something about it.

I want to inspire and encourage others and help them become happy and enjoy their lives.

Learn more about my views on life, living, and happiness at my blog The World Observed.

I hope to see you there soon,

Eric :)

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Same thing DinaBaby2006. Its like a roller coaster for me. When I am happy, I get down once again. And it seems like I’m never happy in life.

Everytime i start to believe i am happy, something happens and makes me slip into a deep dark depression that i can not get out of no matter how hard i try. something always gets in the way of my happiness…

i give up. im going to be depressed the rest of my life, so i just wont bother anymore.