stop being self conscious

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i’d write up all this later

I am not confident. I am self conscious. I feel larger than life and everyone is looking at me…well, maybe not everyone, but I’m sure when they do glance my way they are thinking about how my jeans are a little tight. I feel so sick, I shouldn’t even be at school, but here I am. Getting the education I’m paying out the ass for.

walk around trying to look confident, and when you do this for long enough you won’t have to try anymore, you will be confident. which sounds weird and corny but it actually works

Done.

TOday i went to the supermarket, normally this can be difficult as i get real self concious, thinking people are looking at me, but today i was just reall confidant and carefree when i walked in there, i didnt feel akward and self concious at all!!

I have been very conscious about this goal lately

Working on it. i read some good advice somwhere that said most people are too concerned with themselves to notice or worry about what your doing, so just be cool.. people aren’t thinking that much about you.

You are trying to protect yourself but at the same time you are hiding your feelings, hoping that by so doing, you can avoid exposing yourself to attack. Hopefully this will give you the chance to get on with your life. Nevertheless, you should be very careful to try to avoid stirring up any opposition which might endanger your plans:

You are not be feeling so good at this time. Everything seems to be getting on top of you. What you need is a rest from all of the the present trials and tribulations in peaceful surroundings and with someone – male or female, it doesn’t really matter – who can really understand you and appreciates your needs.

Your confidence has been shattered. There are so many things that you would like to do with your life, so many dreams to be fulfilled – and you know that your hopes and dreams are not just figments of your imagination, they are real and you are looking for reassurance from someone. Basically your fears are such that you may be prevented in attaining your hopes and dreams. Even now you would like to broaden your fields of endeavour but in order to develop your ‘inner- self’ you need peace and solace. You are distressed by the fear that you may be prevented from attaining your goals. What you really need at this particular moment in time is quiet reassurance from someone close to you to restore your confidence.

You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. You are carried away by other people’s enthusiasm and looking for that idealised relationship, be it in a business or personal situation, which you are able to share with a mutual depth of understanding. You have lowered your defences in the past and you have been hurt, so you are now extremely wary of being exploited. You are still ready to trust people on the condition that they are prepared to offer you proof of their sincerity.

In the past your trusting attitude has often been misunderstood and so you have needed to protect yourself against your tendency to be abused and taken advantage of. As a consequence you possibly adopt an aloof and critical attitude and you are only willing to let your guard down once sincerity and trustworthiness can be assured.

I think I have ruined half of my life worrying how others are perceiving me. I can’t even walk into a room without wondering what every one just thought as I walked in…Self absorbed? no..Self conscious? Damn straight