become a goth

i wanna dye my hair black soooooooooooooo badly but my mom says no way…

I love most things gothic so I decided to create an online store where I can display my favourite gothic stuff. Check it out :-)

http://4gothsake.zlio.net

Makeup is just the tip of the surface this many know all to well but, the make I got had little to no effect on my skin tone. Part of me was disappointed to say the least….thiers got to be a way to get ghoustly pale skin without having to drive all the way to Hot Topic. Thiers other stores out thier its just going to be hard for eveything…to fit together.

When it comes to the questions they don’t stop people seem to notice but, no ever said that wasn’t normal. No in school ever considers me goth just the werid kid which it turns out I’m just fine with. It does no good to fight people just to get them to see things from your point of view no one way of life is the right way remeber that! I’ve learned even if you can’t be considered goth it’s better to know you have vaule in who you are as a person. If this girl can’t be goth who cares learning about the subculter is much more important to me as a person then the label formally knowen as goth.

One person told me that labels are stupid they only hurt and excude people her were her words: “It’s so stupid all this drama over being in a group in the end it’s pointless we’re all going to the same place.” This girl deverses my respect she’s alot more open minded about people then I.

rthslghioubdtrt YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND NOW A POEM FOR MY MOMMEY. If you read this I love you mommey.

Once a rebel always a rebel.
Vicking runs though your blood.
A yell loud enough to make men spill their own blood.
One glare from you firey eyes tells them to stay away.
Sweat runs down their faces when you final warning has been sung.
Little women piss themselves as they run fearing the destruction to come.
Love for you little ones burns hotter then the very fires of hell can stand.
Everything that you go though makes you stonger.
Though your yelling makes heads berst.
I love you even more in the end.

I talked to my friend and she told me that it’s okay….....
Anyway back on subject one girl told me I HAD GUTS FOR DRESSING DIFFERENTLY…...in drama class. I heard her out in the hallway before school talking about me.

i Aaa guEsS iM a liTtlE bIt a goTh iTs 2 baD I KeEp gEttiNg iN tRoUbLe 4 wEariNg MakEuP tO scHooL LifEs nOt FaiR :>C

When your young you make stupid mistakes….......it’s a long story I lost at least a few hours of sleep thinking about it. Somewhere in my mind I know that it’s useless…...
I talked to my dad about it he told me that this girl needs to be talked to…......more or less and if she can’t trust me it’s her problem not mine. It’s really bothers me when people don’t feel they can trust me or they think thier better…....that a snobs way of thinking not mine….....

I’ll talk to her and see what happens…....not needs to be treated like thier two…....it hurts,burn, and offends me! As fare as she goes if it’s not class time….I don’t want anything to do with her at all!

I have had an evenful day Obama kind of won! So coool well stay ture to the darkness withing us all. I need to do more reshare as stress a few times…....well okay see you.