say what I really feel

Why can’t I just be totally honest? Life is too short to worry about people’s toes!

i am verry outspoken,spicy if i may add,but for some reason i find it hard to be totally honest with my boyfriend about my feeling and the things that bother me,it always puzzles me that i’m so blunt with everything else in my life but with him ,i’m a softy,it is just not working for me,i gotta be da real me with him,don’t get me wrong there are moments of trueness,but at times i see that he is not ready for me,and i hold back,and other times i be so tough that he don’t see when i need him,this drives me insane.

i have always been a nice girl with a good sense of sarcasm. i just wanna let it out one day! i want to stop being the girl that smiles and agrees with everyone all the time.

It’s hard, isn’t it?

You should trust your instinct and just let it go, but it’s hard…fear of rejection I suppose, or else it’s fear of seeing the other person for something else other then you thought/hope they are….