help my friend

I can’t believe my other entry about this goal was over 2 months ago.
feels as though not much has changed…
Well, I did find out she has been lying to me about all kinds of stuff. I always thought that I was a person she trusted. But apparently not. I’ve kept my distance since than. But I still feel that I could (and should) help her. I can’t confront her about the lying because she will never admit it!
In my last entry I didn’t finish my last sentence, it was:
I think I could be doing a lot more, if I wasn’t afraid for…

I kind of know the end now. But I am not ready to let that fear go, so I’ll try to find another way to help her.

My new friend (19 years just like me) recently lost her mother, which I have experienced myself also… So I should know how to handle it right? But even I sometimes don’t know what to say to her! I want to be there for her. She has no contact with her father, so she is kind of alone right now! The other day she sent me a text thanking me for always being there for her! That made me really happy. But I don’t feel that way I think I could be doing a lot more, if I wasn’t afraid for…

(i’ve got to think about the end of that sentence)

shes alot happier now.

Im glad the old vicky peeps out every now and then.

shes alot happier now.

Im glad the old vicky peeps out every now and then.

I hope she has a really nice christmas.

She deserves it :)

We both slept at Hannahs and watched Most Haunted Live: Village Of The Damned. She was laughing, joking along and smiling all night :)

Shes on holiday and she can’t wait to get back. She’s been dreading it. She hates eating infront of people who she doesn’t know well or who she feels uncomfortable around. Her sister who she doesn’t see alot came at last miniute and she doesn’t want to eat infront of her.

I feel so sorry for her. :(

Now we have been going to support while the people watch her eat everyone (my other friends) are getting bored of going and now we all kind of argue over who’s turn it is. Sometimes at break she has gone on her own because everybody has guessed that someone else will turn up. I feel really bad but it annoys me when people and me moan and argue that they’ve been because its not her fault and we should be supportive.

:(

she was crying today until lots of people burst in the room and it was a tension silence.

I still dont know what ti was about : S

HEre parents have stopped her cooking and she can only cook in school. Uh oh shes really not very happy :(