kiss a beautiful man with passion

LOL
oh for sure this is my life long ambition ! =D

You know what, I’ve only kissed 3 guys and only one was drop dead gorgeous and it caught me off guard and felt amazing…But the other guy is beautiful to me and kissing him can last for hours and not feel like a second has past. Like time would stand still, but….

I have a single male co worker that I’ve loved for 8 months now. There is a feeling about him that excites me when I think about him, being near him, being with him. His name is Doug and it’s not necessarily lustful but pure bliss knowing that I want him. My clear comfort about being in his presence. The pleasure of genuine conversations, he doesn’t talk down to me nor I to him. We do not content with puerile questions or monologues of insignificant banter. Thinking we are brilliant, we seem to expect brilliance from each other and it is delivered, and in all of it, we listen, not just to the words but to each other. The assumption that we can be as honest and true to each other as we are with ourselves, coupled with a wide generosity of spirit, interest and true enthusiasm.

I dream to kiss this man that is 12 years my sr and it trickles to my loins and leaves me breathless. He is beautiful man, sweet, lovely and has a demeanor to him that any woman can tell they would be loved in his arms. I want to dream in his body allowing my thoughts to dwell on his face, not showing my emotions for just a little while longer, letting my soul drift toward the high internal silence of constant building love. How I sit beside him at meetings, not showing my pleasure, not breathing because he has no idea what he does to me when he brushes my arm. I imagine his beautiful pink lips on my pedals and I have to turn my head away with great hope of him not seeing how much I desire to kiss him. He puts his hand on my arm and asks me if i’m cold because I am always quivering around him.

Monday morning he removed his large sport jacket and placed it on my shoulders He wouldn’t take it back until he felt I was warm and the scent of him stayed with me until I went to bed.

The intensity was amazing, suffocating, every part of my body responded, the world faded away… For that particular moment in time, nothing else mattered.

I want my toes to curl! lol

though I felt no passion, he was quite cute, but I found him rather annoying, he seemed a bit of a weakling and being a Capricorn I have a thing against weakness, rather hypocritical but whatever, I just don’t like weak men, it turns me off big time.

Maybe I’ll change my mind on the earlier comment on falling in love… there’s nothing like a kiss that you can feel in your toes!

hahahahahahahaha. Fate really has it in for me in a big way. Actually in quite a hilarious way. The guy my last post was about decided that night to shock all of us (he’s a friend) and kiss/pull/snog our gay male friend. They also proceeded to do some things that got them kicked out of the club. They’re now thinking of going out. Life is really weird atm I’m not sure if its London or that I’ve entered some twilight zone. Anyway v bizaare. My friend said there was a Bollywood twist as his bestfriend fancied me and we pulled that night, it was a man, yes, unfortunately not a very beautiful one, nor the intended one. Lol actually ‘beautiful’ probably isn’t the right word for this at all, as beautiful men tend to be gay. God, see fate is laughing at me. I should be more specific. I did meet a beautiful man the other night but got parted from him due to the bus stopping weirdly as it was too crowed. I’m starting to think he was my guardian angel as I had just left the club on my own and being waiting for ages for a bus then he was oing the same way, and told me when the bus driver changed his mind. The next bus I caught-after a mega long wait contained a group of my friends. I dunno I’m just trying to see thing when they’re not there I guess- which perfectly comes back to the aforementioned problem, quite obviously I was reading the signals ALL wrong. But then again he is a gemini.

i’ve kissed with passion but what was missing was a beautiful man!LoL

closer maybe, I think I like this guy, the feeling seems pretty strong when he’s not around and he’s fun to be with but when he’s actually there its a little more awkward. But I’m hoping to ensare him (unlikely much(I think he fancies one of my housemates plus mega awkward if it all goes wrong as he’s friends with all my friends)Anyways there are many a party coming up so hopefully things work out- also I’m hoping to do this sober, so there may be some kissing but it won’t count for a while (lol)- thats if it ever gets started!