move out of this city

How can someone feel so alone in a city so big? I live near my family, but feel so empty. This city is dragging me down. I am afraid I am going to be stuck here, unhappy.

For some reason, everyone has to be in a “couple” on the verge of marriage. I am not going in that direction. I want to be single and live that life. Kids, not for me. This place is a family place and I hope I can move away soon.

Yes there are some good things about this city, but when certain things are not working out for a person, its time for a change. I am trying hard each day, but its a huge challenge that I am striving to achieve.

I absolutely hate it here, it’s shit. I want to go to see my favorite bands, be able to do things OTHER than nothing, but can I? No, not here. I need to get away!

I want to live outside of this city for a long period of time at least ONCE. I really get fed up of this place..